Seize the day

So I did this a while back. Just out of curiosity, how much has changed during this one year, I'll do it again.

Name: Paula
Birthday: 1st of December

1. Latest drink? - Beer
2. Latest phone call? - Mom
3. Latest SMS? - Satu
4. Latest song you listened to? - Avenged Sevenfold
5. When was the last time you cried? - Can't remember

Have you ever
6. Dated the same person twice? - No
7. Been cheated on? - Not that I know of
8. Kissed someone and regretted doing it afterwards? - Maybe
9. Lost something important? - Of course
10. Been depressed? - Yea
11. Been so drunk you threw up? - Yup

Three favorite colors:
12. Black
13. White
14. Red

This year, have you
15. Made a new friend? - Yes
16. Lost an old one? - Probably
17. Laughed so hard you got tears in your eyes? - Yeah, last time was when I was reading the worst autocorrect fails bwaha
18. Met someone who chanced you? - Yes
19. Realized who your REAL friends are? - Yes
20. Discovered that someone is talking behind your back? - Yes and several times, fuck that shit
21. Kissed anyone who is the same sex as you? - On the cheek

General information:
22. How many of your Facebook friends knows you in real life? - Most
23. Skipping this one. - Okay
24. Do you have any pets? - No
25. Would you like your name to be something different? - Nikki/Niki, still
26. What did you do on your last birthday? - A double shift.. Yay..
27. At what time did you wake up today? - 2:45 p.m.
28. What did you do at midnight? - Watched tv
29. Name one thing you're looking forward to? - Tattoo time 29.4.!
30. When was the last time you saw your mom? - Last september
31. One thing you'd like to chance? - My paycheck
32. What are you hearing right now? - South Park
33. Have you ever talked to a person who's called Tommi? - Yes
34. What gets on your nerves right now? - I have to go to work tomorrow
35. The website you visit the most? - Facebook
36. Skipping this - Okay
37. Nicknames? - Palde
38. Favorite hobby? - Movies
39. Zodiac sign? - Sagittarius
40. Boy or a girl? - Which do I prefer? A man.
41. Elementary school? - In Tornio
42. Upper secondary school? - In Tornio
43. University? - Tampere university of applied sciences, almost over
44. Hair color? - Deep red
45. Tall or short? - Something in between
46. Height? - 169cm
47. Do you have a crush on somebody? - Very much so
48. What things do you like about yourself? - Personality, eyes, sense of humour, attitude !
49. Piercings? On my ears x11, eyebrow
50. Tattoos? - On my ankle, wrist, upper and lower back (right forearm in a month!)
51. Left or right handed? - Actually both! I write with my left hand but do everything else w/ the right one

First:
52. Surgery? - Haven't had any
53. Piercing? - Basic earrings
54. Best friend? - Can't remember, but I'd guess it was a boy
55. Hobby you had? - Drawing & reading
56. Holiday trip? - Somewhere in Finland w my family
57. asdfghjkl - Ok?
58. Shoes? - Some sneakers?

ATM:
59. Are you eating? - No
60. Are you drinking? - No
61. I'm about to...: Do nothing
62. A song? - No, just South Park
63. I look forward to.... - Completing my education n getting the heck out of there!!
64. Future: Has to be better
64. Kids? - Nooot yet
65. Getting married? - Planning to
66. Working? - At a coffee shop and marketing business

Which one?
67. Eyes or lips? - Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses? - Both
69. Taller or shorter? - Taller
70. Younger or older? - Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous? - Spontaneous
72. Nice abs or nice guns? - Guns!
73. Sensitive or loud? - Loud
74. One-night-stand or a relationship? - Relationship
75. Trouble maker or one who hesitates? - Trouble maker

Have you ever
76. Kissed a stranger? - Yes
77. Drank spirits? - Yeah
78. Let's skip this one. - Okay
79. Had sex on the first date? - Nope
80. Broken someones heart? - Maybe
81. Has someone ever broken your heart? - Yes
82. Skipping this one. - Okay
83. Turn someone down? - Yes
84. Cried when someone died? - Yes
85. Fallen in love with a friend? - Head over heels. Didn't end well that one.

Do you believe
86. In your self? - Yes, I'm one of the few people on earth I cant trust 100%

87. In miracles? - Yes
88. In love at first sight? - Yes, experienced that first-handed!
89. In heaven? - Dunno
90. In Santa Claus? - No..
91. In a kiss on first date? - What is there to believe in? I think it is plausible
92. In angels? - Ugh, kinda, dunno

Answer truthfully
93. Have you ever had multiple partners at the same time? - Maaybe, depends how do you define 'a partner'?
94. Did you sang today? - No
95. Skipping.. - Okay
96. If you could turn back time how far would you go? - One year
97. If you could undo one day of this year, what would it be? - Nothing comes to mind
98. Skipping. - Okay
99. Are these exactly 100 truths about you? - Of course not
100. Do you love yourself? - Yes

Okay, it has been a WHILE since my last updates and so much has happened and changed in my life I dunno where to begin.

First of all, I have met the love of my life. We moved in together last May and he proposed 23rd of July (in Glenndale, London. That's another awesome story btw) and I said yes. I know it's all happened pretty fast but you know the feeling when you just know.. I feel like that, something that I didn't see myself in for a looong time. Always thought I'd never get married and that I would just keep playing guitar as long as possible.. But he is something else. So kind, loyal, trustworthy, handsome, and he makes me laugh. Seriously, I dunno what I would do without him.

I stopped working at Jack The Rooster last fall and moved onto this small coffee shop downtown to complete my studies. Didn't graduate at Christmas like I was originally supposed to, since the last eight months have been so utterly crazy. I also have a second job, which means I work 6 days a week. In December, 7 days a week. And I still have some shit to do to complete my studies.

Currently I find my health quite restricting. I actually nearly died in June, and if He hadn't been around that time, things probably would have ended pretty badly. That is why my doc has forbidden me to do gigs and forced me to leave the band for now. I miss music but at the same time I'm so tired I wouldn't even have the energy to travel anywhere. It's not an easy job you know.

Also, after seven or so years I finally changed my hair color from black -to red! Lovin it.